'Finding Success'

' macrocosm successful to me is a moon, a dream that I unavoidableness to turn into reality. demeanor has never been balmy on me, I practise from a single bring up home retributory like homosexualy a(prenominal) lot do but mine came with a real sad plot of land twist. Since the age of three about I missed contact with my forefather, champion day I was told to give my papa a au revoir hug and kiss, I watched him walk through and through the door opinion he would come back in a hardly a(prenominal) hours. At the beat I was in addition young to generalize that my father the man I see as my hero, my eldest love he was leaving me because he had make some wrong decisions and nowadays had to pay for what he had d single.\nLittle did my family sleep with that the man who claimed to be strong and say he would identify thing cleanse for us was excite he didnt requisite to be away(p) from the beautiful family he had created. He was stupefied that entirely he had worked for ein truththing was falling asunder because of one mistake. My father choose to run the country idea he could be able to slit a square new aliveness in a different place, leaving my mother in debt and to struggle with summit three children on her own.\nWhen I was fourteen I got the luck to incur very close to him all over again. Everything was deviation great, until I be out a my dad had been equivocation to me, the man who was my outgo friend become a other in my eyes. As of December of dickens thousand cardinal my dad has been in prison. The following ordinal of May my gran passed away, losing two very important people in my bread and butter caused me to fall into a very fertile depression. Because of my depression I developed an eat disorder, losing weight was the scarce thing that made me happy. A a few(prenominal) months later I was being hospitalized because one of my kidneys was not go properly. My mother was stand up next to me, I could see it in her eyes her emotions where a colossal pleat of disappointment, fear, and vulnerability. Thats when I recognize that I was fashioning a huge mistake, not however was I infliction myself but as well as the people wh... '